many people know me as Bec but I currently prefer Uzi & Valentine!
I also go by Sebastian and Charlotte!
my pronouns are it/aftoni am genuinely and unapologetically a freak, i wear the term with pride.i am transspecies, otherkin, fictionkin, and a therian!
in other words, i am inhuman in every way, shape, and form.pronouns pageFO/SELFSHIP CARRD :3
I hyperfixate on a bunch of things at a bunch of different times & my interests fluctuate constantly!! As of right now, my main interests currently are fnaf, murder drones, regretevator, and phighting (they are all hyperfixations.. except for phighting..)
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(bold = spin, italic = hyperfix, this doesnt matter much though i literally get hyperfixated on almost everything im interested in)FNAF (and many things related to it, such as general fanworks, too many to list.)The Amazing Digital CircusPortalRegretevatorPhightingMurder dronesThe SpiderverseTMNT (currently focused on ROTTMNT)OKEGOM (no current focus, although it changes frequently)Pepper's PlayhouseVAJEDandy’s WorldMouthwashing
MY PARTNERS THAT I LOVE SO MUCH!!!<Cal, Tegiri, Idate, Shinya, Doe, Atlas, Lawrence, N, Rawberry, Lilly, Yosafire3
FICTKIN HELP.
TRANSSPECIES HELP.SELFHOODS/IDS☆ - highest, this is who i feel the most connected to all the time.
♡ - fluctuates, some days i feel more connected than others
✿ - iffy and weird, sometimes i don’t feel connected at all for extended periods of time, but not long enough to no longer be connected to them.
✦ - TRANSSPECIES BAABYYYY
ΘΔ - therian☆ Charlie Emily (FNAF, TSE TRILOGY, BC)☆✦ Uzi Doorman (MURDER DRONES)☆ Himiko Toga (MHA)☆ Roxie Richter (SPVTW)☆ Edgar (ELECTRIC DREAMS)☆ Sebastian Solace (PRESSURE)☆ Pomni (TADC)☆ Scrith (JP)☆ Gregoriah (REGRETEVATOR)♡ Party Noob (REGRETEVATOR)♡ Scag (REGRETEVATOR)♡ Becquerel Harley (GS)♡ Crying child (FNAF, FNAN)♡ Elizabeth Afton (FNAF, BC)♡ Gregory (FNAF)♡ Philip Guy (BC)♡ Fritz Valentino (BC)♡ Dave Miller (DSAF)♡ Deliah Edwards (S&D)♡ Puppet (FNAF, BC)♡ Betty Grof (AT)♡ Yosafire (TGG)♡ Wadanohara (WATGBS)♡ Mafuyu (IS)♡ Yonaka Kurai (MC)✿ King (SDS)✿ Vanessa (AHIT)✿ Sunny (OMORI)✿ Kevin (SM)✿ Felix Kranken (TWF)✿ Tomoko Kuroki (WATAMOTE)✿ Kanna Kamui (MKDM)✿ Ben Drowned (very specific creepypasta au)✿ GIR (IZ)✿ Dammek (HVSW)✿ Elohssa (FN)therian/otherkin identities. some still count for fictionkin.☆✦ Worker drone (MD)
☆✦ Mogeko (MC)
☆✦ Sparkledog
☆ΘΔ Red fox (occasionally fennec foxes)♡ΘΔ Dog-adjacent
♡ΘΔ Cat-adjacent
♡ΘΔ Seal-adjacent✿ΘΔ African wild dog
✿ΘΔ Wolf-adjacent
✿✦Vaporeon
✿✦Sprigatito
✿✦Riolu
✿Dark Latex Creature (CHANGED)
✿Slimepup (KP)
EXTRA INFO;I am transspecies, not all of my identities are connected to transspeciesism, but some are.
It is more than just being fictkin to me, it is something I want to be and thus choose to identify as.
I am speciesfluid, but currently I mostly and entirely feel like a robot/some form of sentient ai, like a computer itself, or a computer program. I am mostly attached to worker drones as a species; but I am more specifically just robot/ai-adjacent. I am nonhuman, I have never felt human, I have always felt like something else trying to fit in. I physically and mentally identity as my species-ids even though I know I am not physically - and cannot really ever be, any of them. Physical identification does not always equal delusion.TL;DR: I identify physically and mentally nonhuman, and identify with my transspecies ids physically and mentally, although I am aware I am human and cannot change that fact. Physical identification does not automatically equal delusion.
note on transspeciesm;
transspecies is not, was not, and will never be a radqueer/zoohphile/problematic term - it was not coined by radqueers, the usage of the term goes all the way back to the 90s, long before the term radqueer was coined.
while yes, there is probably some people out there who believe being transspecies is an excuse to be a zoophile and/or beastialist (or just, a prat in general.) that does NOT mean that’s what the term is for, nor will it ever be.
I know, very well, firsthand, that a lot of people don’t view fictosexuality as a real thing, however, that will not stop me from identifying as what I feel fits me!Fictosexuality is defined as “an identity for someone who mostly is attracted to fictional characters. Fictosexuality is an umbrella term for anyone who experiences sexual or romantic attraction toward fictional characters, a general type of fictional characters, or whose sexuality is influenced by fictional characters. This fictional character could be from any media.”As well as, in the asexual community, the term fictosexuality is often utilized as a microlabel in the asexual spectrum, describing people who experience sexual attraction exclusively to fictional characters and not to real people.While I do experience all types of attraction to real people - it started with fictional characters! Sure, yeah, everyone has childhood crushes, but I mean, I never even had childhood crushes on real people. Not until my preteens to early teens at least. It started with fictional characters, I always wanted it to be them.While I would technically, by definition, be considered semifictosexual - which is defined as “the attraction to fictional characters and real people. While fictosexuality does not exclude attraction to real people, some individuals might prefer this term.” - I believe my connection and attraction to fictional characters is strong enough to warrant its full and own label!!I view them the same way I view real people, while yes, I know they are fictional, and they always will be, it brings me comfort to view them the same way I view real people, or rather, my real partners, for that matter.I suppose you could simply chalk it up to my autism, and hyperfixations, which, I’m sure do play a huge part in it, fictosexuality is a huge part of my identity, from the moment I found the label, it’s been the only thing I’ve never truly struggled with, identity wise.Although, no, I do not believe fictosexuality is inherently queer, being attracted to fictional characters is not the same thing as being attracted to real people. Being attracted to a fictional male as a man would not make you gay, and vice versa for women. It is still an integral part of my identity.
CYN LOVIN !!!!Here’s to the cutest and sweetest little baby drone ever. I love Cyn with my whole heart. I see her completely separate from the solver. I refer to her and genuinely view her as my daughter, I have the strongest maternal urges for her it drives me mad. She is my baby girl and I love her with my whole heart.
I could’ve been a good parent to her.
